I feel it’s time to write another post, largely because I want my thoughts on this written down before everyone else starts to say that they never really believed in any of the discrimination going on, and they never supported it. Today is December 13, 2021. I oppose vaccine mandates. I oppose any and all forms of discrimination against the unvaccinated. I will do everything in my power to protect the rights of unvaccinated individuals.
How We Got Here
Here is how I remember things. I will miss much, because I am writing quickly, but the gist is here.
In March of 2020 we first heard about this virus that was being called COVID-19. We were told it originated in Wuhan, China, and it was easily transmissible and very dangerous. We were not told how transmissible or how dangerous it was, but the implication was that this was unlike anything we have ever seen before. Crucially, we were told that many people were infected with COVID despite being completely asymptomatic. These people did not know they had COVID, so were going about their business, spreading it to other people who often had serious complications from it, including death.
Some time in March of 2020, the NBA made a decision to cancel the rest of their basketball season, including the playoffs, out of concern for COVID-19. This opened the floodgates. All businesses closed. The government closed. The government forced the businesses that didn’t close to shut its doors. The message was ’15 days to flatten the curve’, where the curve of the number of people infected with COVID-19 was increasing exponentially. People were told to stay home and not go within 6 feet of others outside your immediate ‘bubble’. The utility of masks was debated. Fauci initially claimed that masks were not useful, and may even be counterproductive. The surgeon general Jerome Adams tweeted that we should not buy masks because they are not effective and in any case should be reserved for medical professionals.
Thereafter, the messaging rapidly changed. Masks were required everywhere and anywhere. Outdoors, indoors, adults, children (!). Fauci later said he denied the effectiveness of masks in order to keep the supply available for medical professionals. Regardless, everyone was required by law to wear a mask everywhere, and in the early days of the pandemic such a law was redundant because everyone was willingly wearing a mask. People were frightened of COVID, and did not know what it was or what its effects were.
By the end of two weeks, it became clear that the curve was not flattening. Yet, we as a society stayed the course. In hindsight, I am baffled by how we all just complied. Businesses closed, never to reopen. Schools shut down. Offices remained completely empty. Shul closed. After two weeks, everyone was still petrified of going out in public. Friends did not see each other in person. We had not acquired the ability to just video chat with friends, so many friendships collapsed because – although many friendships, especially with old, out of town friends were primarily digital, we did not know how to communicate digitally with friends that we often saw in the supermarket, in shul, around town. When we did see each other, it was only ever with masks on. The pressure to keep your mask on was incredibly intense. If you were thought of as not taking COVID seriously enough, you were not likely to see each other again. Daycare was shut down in early April, I believe. For three months, my wife and I had to work 40 hours a week while watching our son full time. He was just learning to climb up and down the stairs, and had to be watched like a hawk to make sure he did not fall.
Months passed where people did not see each other. Some businesses convinced the government to allow them to reopen, and of course grocery stores always remained open. Trips to the store involved, in the early days, masks, gloves, hand sanitizer, and wiping down anything and everything. The government put out almost daily numbers of the case fatality rate (CFR) for COVID, which was an astronomical 1%. No distinction was being made between the CFR and the infection fatality rate (IFR). The IFR included people who had COVID who never knew they had it, who never came in to seek treatment, and for whom it was so mild that they never reported it. The IFR was a much more important number than the CFR but it was never mentioned. Furthermore, negative tests for COVID were required in many places, including getting treatment at the doctor. These tests had really large false positive rates, sometimes exceeding 1%. These things contributed to huge numbers of COVID cases and death percentages.
Government guidance changed almost daily. On the issue of masks alone, it was debated whether they needed to be worn outdoors. Whether masks were protecting the wearer or others from the wearer. What was and wasn’t effective at stopping the spread of COVID-19 was modified nearly every day. Each time, Fauci said something to the effect of ‘Science is telling us something new every day, and we are following the science’. The few times that reporters challenged him on the efficacy of the response to COVID-19, he would say something to the effect of ‘The science is clear and settled’.
The lack of research into COVID-19 was maddening. Nobody investigated how it spread. I remember Arnold Kling writing a blog post bemoaning why nobody had studied how long COVID-19 survived on a door handle touched by somebody with COVID. Yet, a picture was starting to emerge. It was becoming increasingly clear that COVID was incredibly deadly for people over a certain age, about 60 years old. For everyone else, it ranged from flu-like symptoms to the sniffles. Kids, in particular, were almost entirely asymptomatic, and it was not clear that they ever transmitted the virus. As a write, something like 500 kids in the United States have died of COVID between March 2020 and December 2021. Nearly all of them had comorbidities. 500 children. Out of millions! The survival rate for COVID-19 was something like 99.995% if you were under 18. It was something like 99.95% if you were under 60. These numbers are larger than the seasonal flu, meaning that the seasonal flu was actually more dangerous to people under 60 than was COVID. It was also emphatically true that the elderly and the obese should have been really concerned about COVID. This prompted the publication of the Great Barrington Declaration, arguing that protection should be focused on those most vulnerable to COVID, and that everyone else should be allowed to go out into the world and contribute to herd immunity. The GBD fell on deaf ears, and its proponents were labeled as belonging to the cult of death.
As daycares and schools slowly started to reopen, children as young as 2 were forced to wear masks over their faces for 8+ hours a day, ostensibly to protect others from COVID. Given the above information about the symptoms of children with COVID and their risk of death from it, is was and still is absolutely baffling to me that the benefits of masking were never weighed by lawmakers against the costs of imposing masks on little children still learning to talk and read facial expressions. To me, this is child abuse. It is unthinkable to me that we as a society imposed the costs of dealing with COVID on those least vulnerable to COVID, and those most vulnerable to those costs. I worked really hard to make sure that my son has never worn a mask, and I hope he never ever does.
And then came the vaccines.
I knew from early on that I did not want the vaccine. Although I have an autoimmune condition, I am only 32, and at extremely low risk of dying from COVID. If I get COVID, I would likely be sick for a half a week or so, and then recover. Something I have experienced many times in my life. My reasoning was that every time I used to get the flu shot, my autoimmune condition would flare up, and I would be unwell for months on end. The couple of times I had the flu, I was miserable, but I made a conscious decision, when it came to the flu, to risk being unvaccinated against it because the costs outweighed the benefits. I tried to apply the same logic to the COVID vaccine.
Unfortunately, I was denied the right to make decisions about my own health. The vaccines became available sometime early in 2021. Following the predictable disastrous government roll out of these vaccines, when it was impossible for those who wanted to get one to make an appointment (websites didn’t work, you had to ‘wait your turn’, shortages caused by the government making them free… the usual stuff), the world once again lost its mind. Briefly, there was a phase when the local rules were that people who had gotten the vaccines did not need to wear masks, while those who were unvaccinated had to wear masks. Never mind that it was concluded that masks protected others, not the wearer. So, effectively such rules required the unvaccinated to protect the vaccinated from a virus which the vaccinated were protected against. Obviously these rules were meant to punish and shame the unvaccinated. When everyone who wanted to get the vaccine had gotten one, and it was clear that COVID cases were still not zero, people started discussing vaccine mandates. This was a place that those of us who had doubts about the seriousness of COVID knew we were going to get to, and we were called conspiracy theorists. In the summer of 2021, Joe Biden mandated that all civil servants, contractors to the government, and businesses with more than 100 employees get vaccinated. How a country that supposedly valued freedom did not erupt at this I will never understand. It’s like we were sheep knowing we were being led to slaughter, and yelling at the sheep in the front to move faster. I started looking for another job as soon as the mandate was announced, but with little motivation, because nobody seemed to object to this sweeping mandate, and where was I going to find a small business that didn’t require me to get the vaccine? I got the vaccine, rather than lose my job, as together my wife and my salaries were barely breaking even with our expenses on a month to month basis.
When my job sent the formal mandate out, they made it clear that they would consider medical and religious exemptions. I wrote to my gastroenterologist explaining my decision. He said that ‘because all major research centers’ that study my condition recommend vaccination, he could not sign off on an exemption. Furthermore, my employer (the government) made it clear that even if I were to get a medical or religious exemption, I would have to wear a mask, social distance, and provide negative test results in perpetuity. In effect, obtaining an exemption put you in an inferior class of people. As Jews, we are taught that if we are going to be discriminated against, it will be because of our Judaism. But that was not the case. My local orthodox shul banned unvaccinated people from entering the building. New York City banned unvaccinated people from stores and restaurants. Philadelphia did the same. Austria forced unvaccinated people to stay home indefinitely. Germany did the same. All of this despite the vaccines not even preventing transmission of COVID.
What is Wrong With People?
As long as I live I will never understand what happened. A generation that grew up learning about racism and Jim Crow laws; about the Soviet Union and government coercion; about antisemitism and the Holocaust; about World War II and Japanese interment; about George Orwell and 1984 submitted peacefully to government propaganda and fear and once again turned on a subset of people for being different. Yes, the ultimate blame lies with government bureaucrats who made these masking and lockdown rules. But it is equally horrifying to think of the millions of regular people who enforced these policies on little children. Who denied entry to those who were unvaccinated. Friends who broke off contact with other friends because they weren’t vaccinated. The forced injection of drugs into people’s bodies against their will.
So far, we are considered fully vaccinated if we have had two shots of the mRNA vaccines or one of the J&J vaccine. I fully expect the number of booster shoots needed to be considered ‘fully vaccinated’ to steadily increase. I fully expect, within a few years, for human beings to line up other human beings and shoot them, and for other human. beings to say something to the effect of ‘Well, that makes sense… they refused to get vaccinated.’ How have we not learned from our mistakes over the centuries? How are human beings still so cruel to one another despite having to learn the hard way over and over and over again.
That’s what the government does. It instills fear in order to obtain power. The masses are more vulnerable to menticide than individuals. And I saw it happen. I saw formerly good people, who took care of each other, who would do anything for each other, begin to treat other people as unworthy of human interaction because they were unvaccinated. Why? If you have gotten the vaccine, what are you so afraid of? You are protected!
God help us survive this with our humanity intact.
George Orwell, 1984
Joost Meerloo, The Rape of the Mind
Gustav Le Bon, The Crowd; A Study of the Popular Mind
Czeslaw Milosz; The Captive Mind